Depression

I think I am going through the time of depression. The worst thing is that I don't know why.

I just look so worried, and I am just worrying some people who stare me and then realise how stupid and depressed I look.

I just feel pushed and pressured, from all my body. My body includes my physical body, my mind and my spirit. I just feel confused.

Then some people also come to me and talk about their problems to me, which I have no problem about it at all. I just envy the way they can come out with everything and share the pain with me. I also have pain, but I am not able to remove it as some people do.

So please don't come to me and say "okay, get out your troubles and cry your heart out" because that is impossible. I know I can only trust you Lord, thanks for being the pillow I cry on every night and thanks for giving me all the comfort I need. Nobody knows me better than you do.

Thanks for reading this.

Status-J at the moment
Mood: Not in a good one
What to do now: Try to smile

I am feeling better at the moment :) .