no more

I think there is no more time to be depressed. Depression are for selfish losers. I think I was very worried about myself a lot and when other came and looked at me so sad, I felt even worst because I was worrying them too. Anyway, I am not the only depressed person in the world, and there is not a real reson why should I.

Jesus is the only one I can trust, which reminded me of his great love. Is so big that He loved us before we were actually created. I mean, how can dust (us) make happy a big figure like God. God is so big, so powerful and the fact is, that his love is what bonds us to Him. And the best part is God=love! (the greatest equation ever!).

Also congrats to Kawing! You seemed really confident this afternoon and I am really impressed how God helps you in difficult situations. I know you did well in your interview because the way you smiled and you mood was really amazing. I hope James and Karen did well in their interviews too.

Also congrats to Lorena, who also looks really happy and got over her horrible moments. Keep it up, and God bless!

Status-J at the moment
Depressed? There is no reason to be
Exams failed so far: none
Target: Get this spanish task done
Feeling: I am not in a mood to see Alice in wonderland
Doubt: I did not became a prefect. But I don't know if I really wanted to be one. Anyway I feel bad because I was not chosen. I hate the ones who created that prefect process. Casaca. Anyway, congrats to them.
What to do for tommorrow: Go to see my doctor :S. I hope I am fine. I got the blood test taken today and the nurse pinched me with the needle uncarefully and some blood came out from that tiny hole made on my arm (blood is not suppose to come out from the hole to the skin surface!). But the blood went out this time to the needle container more faster than last time. I think that the one who made me the test before this one hated me because he took to long to take the blood out. But this time I discovered that the process is quick. The last guy kept that needle like 30 seconds pinched on my arm and he seemed that he was not making any movement to make the process faster. It hurt.
Thoughts for the future: Thinking of changing my blog name. The virus is now history.