Jessica through the years

Hello people! It's been a while.

Okay, me, the loser, was looking through old posts to remember depressing school days and all those sad and angry memories I left behind long time ago. For your enjoyment, I have collected the most funny things I said through the years of this dear blog:

Today and all week was very stressful and anyway I get a bad grade. Not only school is wrong. My social life is tearing apart. I feel that people hate me, they ignore me and everything. Nodding politely is not the way to survive. Are people wrong or is it just me? I must admit that I am kind of stupid the way I act to things so I take part of the blame.
Jessica in 2004

Then some people also come to me and talk about their problems to me, which I have no problem about it at all. I just envy the way they can come out with everything and share the pain with me. I also have pain, but I am not able to remove it as some people do.
Jessica in 2005

Have you ever got angry to someone and then you just think all the bad stuff he/she has done to to you? I hate that feeling. And then you talk to that person as nothing happened, like the amnistia is ubiquitious. Bleh. Read this post anytime that it happens to you.
Jessica in 2006

I am glad that God found me a church because I was really dying spiritually. It was long time ago I assisted a church, and some part of me broke down when I didn't go anymore. I was looking at old posts I used to write when I used to rejoice to Him, and I couldn't believe that the Holy spirit inspired me so much write that. And the worst part is that many problems came in my life too and I wasn't spiritually strong to face them. I always walked some steps then I fell and stayed like that for a long time. And it wasn't going to be soon for me to walk again.
Jessica in 2007

Well, 2007 was a major disappointment for this dear blog. It had the lowest ports ever. Maybe because I am not at school anymore, and this blog used to post things about things that happened after school. I wanted to change the theme of this blog to something interesting besides school since I already graduated, but I don't have the nerve. And this is also proven by the fact that I don't want to create a facebook account. I rather die standing up than living sitting in front of the computer with facebook. Yeah, I am being sarcastic, but it's kinda true.
Jessica in 2008

Life is flashing before my eyes. Yet I still don't know how to capture every moment effectively. That is why I am planning to buy myself a digital camera when a good offer comes and when I have the money available.
Jessica in 2009

I don't know why am I doing this. There is no anniversary of this blog or anything. Is not even my spring break yet. However, I have an assignment due on Friday (which I haven't started) before I can go and shout "SPRING BREAK!"

I just thought it was funny (and TOO embarrassing!) to see how immature I was when I was a teenager. Now I am striving to be a mature and godly young woman. Notice that after I graduated from school, the amount of depressing posts went to zero. I really wasted my school time posting about the darkness of my life.

Well, that foolish life is over. Now I am suffering with twice the amount of work from the University, which leaves me no time to go emo.

Hahahah, it really has been a while since I wrote in this blog.

The question has been asked since 2006, what can I blog about? Many people blog about current news and their interests, but I feel that those are very broad topics that can be never-ending and I can just keep talking and people can keep agreeing and disagreeing with me.

Well, I really need to find something to blog about or this dear blog will go to bankruptcy.

Hahaha, stay tune to find out if I find something to talk about. Else I will continue to talk about random stuff.